Unfinished

Once upon a time we were filled with hopes and dreams, assuring ourselves that when we got to the future there is nothing but bliss and success. When we’re still young we were beaming with happiness knowing that we have laid out our plans and start chasing our dreams. Fast forward to now and we realized that life is not colorful. It’s black and white. We have to fill different colors as we go on and live this journey. We are awakened and slapped by the truth that this life will not be beautiful on its own. All our plans will not be fulfilled. There are surprising twists and turns. There are people who we thought will stay with us forever, but will just really passed by.

It’s not always happiness. It’s waking up every morning and telling to self that let’s just go through with it and sleep. Repeat.

How to finish this..

How to stop this…

 

 

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Gureumi’s Playlist 01

So what makes me appreciate music?

If that song connects to my heart, my mood and to what I’m feeling, if that song can give me all sorts of emotions even if it’s just a melody, then I most probably found the music that feeds my soul.

I can easily be pleased when it comes to music. I can love the song just by the tune of it and I can even love it more if the message of the lyrics speak to me.

So here’s the ten songs that’s included in my first playlist of this blog:

  1. Come Back Home – BTS
  2. Thursday Night – Urban Zakapa ft. Beenzino
  3. Cool Down – James Reid
  4. On Top – James Reid ft. Sam Concepcion, King WAW
  5. Burnout – Sugarfree
  6. Ikaw Pala – Sugarfree
  7. With Me – Vanilla Acoustic
  8. ILYSB – Lany
  9. Palette – IU
  10. dlwlrma – IU

 

These songs are on the loop and I’m not getting tired of listening to it. You can try searching the songs in Youtube or Spotify. Half of it are of Kpop genre but believe me, those are really good songs. It’s even better because of the lyrics.

There’s no specific date on when will I post my playlist. If I grew fond with a bunch of songs, then I might be able to share it here.

 

Korean Dramas: First Impression

I’m getting more and more hyped up with all these Kdramas airing right now. So, I just want to add my two cents on the dramas that I’m currently watching and these might help you find your drama to-watch as well.

 

Circle: Two Worlds Connected – Thrilling. Unpredictable. Gripping. Always keeping me at the edge of my seat. This show is one of my favorites among the ongoing dramas that I’m watching. I am not a fan of sci-fi or dystopian genre but the plot and the way this show presents its story to the viewers is what’s keeping me hook. I am as both enthralled with the two different worlds and I just badly want to know how things happened that led to the present/Brave New World Era. This Kdrama is a sci-fi but I love that there is still a touch of humanity in the storyline. Is losing memory, both the bad and good ones, the only way for the people to have a safe and peaceful lives?

Fight my Way – I’m still thinking if I am liking this show, but the premise of “bestfriends turning into lovers” is the reason why I’m watching it. The two leads’ chemistry is undeniable and I always love their banters and how they truly care with each other. I’m not yet interested with Dong Man’s taekwando arc yet I’m loving Ae Ra’s arc re: Announcer dream. For me, the magic of this show is the characters’ having normal lives, experiencing dilemmas that are realistic and relatable. So yeah, I’ll keep on watching it.

Lookout – I am quite frustrated with all the injustice but I am loving chemistry of the squad. The lead woman is a badass, but sometimes I don’t like how she acts rashly because of emotions. I love Bo Mi’s arc, which is the focus of the show right now. I am quite intrigue with the leader, and if you’re a viewer you probably know by now. I love how the actor (forgots his name, silly me) shifts from being playful, to edgy, to being mysterious. Will he really be loyal to the squad, or just plainly using them for revenge?

Suspicious Partner – My drama crack. Such a Ji Chang Wook fest. Ji Chang Wook. Ji Chang Wook. Ji Chang Wook. I am not buying most of the comedic antics but the romance is just captivating. The mystery/thriller side is not fully on the loop but I’m interested as well. I am quite afraid that something will go wrong with the characters. The murderer is just so creepy. I’m on the ride for the romance.. and the bromance. And oh, please, can someone shut off Yoo Jung and her hoobae? They’re pissing me off.

I’m planning to watch Duel and The Best Hit next. Oh geez. I just hope I can manage to watch all of them. All four ongoing dramas are just oh so good and now I can’t let them go.

Now, who says I need sleep? Bring it on!

HOW

I’m sick and tired of this life.

I am sick of this job. of this household. of the people that surrounds me.

I’m sick of everything about my life.

I’m sick of just dreaming, of planning. Coz when I tried fulfilling those dreams, all it gave me was hopeless, of a reminder that I’m not fit for it.

Why?

How?

How can I live this life?

I’m so fucked up.

Blank

I’m standing in between of positivity and negativity.

I want to live. I want to learn. I want to see things differently.

I want to know more about people, about life.

I’m standing at the edge of positivity.

Every situation can be use for greater purpose.

Every experience can be added to my wisdom.

Stories about different people makes me realize how complicated but wonderful this life can be.

I’m standing at the edge of negativity.

I am nowhere. I am floating on the unknown.

I have plans. I don’t know how to start.

I’ve started, but it wasn’t given to me.

I laid out my plans, set a goal for myself.

How hard it is to reach the goal.

Why?

Why can’t I have it?

I’m optimistic but at the same time, a pessimistic.

How messed up this world if you think about it.

But when you experience a bliss, it lingers a lot.

Setting aside the cruelness and reality. Staying in the little bubble,

praying someone won’t burst it.

I’m standing.

I’m fighting.

No matter how tired I am.

No matter how cruel is everything else.

I will stand.

Look for the purpose, that has long been vanished.

Finding a new one.

And so I stand.

At the edge,

At Life.